a death notice.

"I am really getting fed up. There is no way I can survuve all these duistractions. The stress is just unbearable. Don't you people pity someone?"

When a polyglot and former English professor makes two spelling mistakes in one sentence;
Please be very afraid.
When a father who is your idea of strength can't survive distraction;
Oh be terrified.

Be as afraid as I am right now.
Let the tears spill on the oak floorboard.
Please your tears do not hoard.
Cry like a baby
forget that you are becoming a lady.

Then think,
Think of his family members and how they would love for him to go.
Think of how your going to school bruised there ego.
Think of all the time that sending your mum away was there plot
So that they could have all her lot.

The lot that she worked for.
How will she take care of her own four.
Then I remember that she has another three
And she for our feed she doesn't have a tree.

When your father sends you a note like that.
Let your heart ache.
When you get an quick death notice
please do something fast.

Never mind that you are 16 flight hours away from him.
Pick up the phone and call.
Pace until your legs cannot carry you and you fall.
Cause it might be the only reason he decides to stall.